Monday, June 29, 2009

After so long, shouldn't being away from home be easy? I feel that I keep going up and down way too much. I need stability, something I can count on. I love a mystery, but when everyday feels like a maze, I can't help but feel anxiety. My chest start to hurt, the butterflies in my stomach start to bite and I feel as though my heart plummeted to the ground, shattering into a million pieces. How do I survive if I keep feeling like this?



J9 said...

buckle in and hang on, and take time each day to reflect on the whys - why are you feeling anxious? breathe deeply and listen to your body and heart.

Vitamin B-Lardo said...

I love you.

Frankie Anon said...

Focus on the stability you DO have. You hike the same canyon on Sundays. That is stability. You have best friends, even if they don't live close. You have your music. And your goals. You are the eye of the storm. It's quiet there, no matter was chaos whirls around you!

Queenet said...

Dear Nickie, you have so much going for you, don't forget that and your journey. Remember the "peaks and valleys" we talked about?

Pray for courage, strength, calmness and wellness. We all love you so much and admire your courage in your attempt to become successful and famous. In my eyes you are already a "star!" Hang tight!
Love you, A. Elaine

findingmywingsinlife said...

The only constant in life is change Nick. Things never stay the same, you can go to where it is you call home and still things will be a bit different, the same for the place where you are now. The key is to remember where you've placed your heart, for that is home to you.